I honestly lost interest in doing this kind of stuff due to my chronic deep depression and I actually tried the suicide attempt and I'm glad I didn't succeed it. Now, I'm back from the hospital and working on my recovery. I learned how I have borderline personality disorder, it is very interesting and I'm still learning about more. Anyways, I do miss taking pictures and drawings... So I have to focus on myself for a while before I decide to get a new and better camera - it will help me to motivate more and able to draw more.
I cannot promise I will draw or take pictures again. It's just I need more time. Take care, wonderful stars.